Ancient wisdom. Modern life.
Rudra does not fix what is broken. He dissolves what was never real. What remains has always been enough.

You already have the answers to what you seek.

Why You

This is for anyone stuck in the gap between knowing and doing. No substance issue or crisis required. Just honesty about where you are and where you want to go.

Why Me
Past
Present

I didn't study this. I lived it.

Two drinks a night became ten. Functioning, growing professionally, keeping up appearances, all while something was off underneath. I knew long before I admitted it.

What followed was years of attempts. None held until I stopped looking for the fix and started looking at myself. Addiction is the solution to avoidance. This isn't limited to alcohol.

Sobriety came first. Then meditation, spirituality, and pilgrimages through India. Sobriety got me out. These showed me what I was getting back to.

I'm on this road too. I don't have all the answers. I'll share what I've found and help you find yours.

I'm here to guide, support, and provide accountability. Nothing more.

The Work
Dissolve

Show yourself that change is possible. Daily. Watch what happens in real time. Everything else builds from here.

Be

Once you build the foundation, we align how you live with who you are.

Strict confidence. No exceptions.

What we discuss stays here. Nothing leaves without your explicit permission.

Questions

Dissolve is 30 days. Be is designed around what Dissolve reveals. This is not a quick fix. It is a return to who you are.

Pricing is discussed on the discovery call after your application is reviewed. It is customized based on your situation and what you're working toward.

No. I'm not your therapist. This isn't therapy, nor is it a replacement for it. What you get is a coach with lived experience, accountability, and a program built around your specific reality. A therapist helps you understand. I help you move. As with any coaching or lifestyle change, consult your physician before making changes to your physical routine. I am a coach, not a therapist, doctor, or licensed mental health professional. Nothing here constitutes medical or psychological advice.

Ready to close the gap?

No obligation. Just a conversation.

Are you ready to commit your time and energy to this process — not just financially?


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